YSaturday, November 26, 2005
so i've received a letter from abg wan..a letter that brightened me a midst the nagging that comes from dad fer reachin home late after werk..HEH.
he said "true love that lasts is truly a choice"..where u make the choice to be with that person no matter wat the circumstances are..no matter if there's some1 richer or much better lookin than him..that's a choice. cuz the point where u meet someone that u are attracted to is not a choice-its a chance..and wen u get caught up in a moment it is not a choice etither-it's a chance..
that i understand now..why i cant ever stick to one relationship that actually makes me feel complete..and loved and contented. haha..i havent made the choice to wana end up wit any of the ppl that i've dated..except for one person. who left to be wit some1 he made the choice to..who in turn dissapointed him.
-i've let go of that person..realising that we r just not meant to be..[listen to separated-Usher]
and im just gone waaiiittt...knowing that i'll meet that person one day..whoever he is.
for now..it doesnt matter..cuz im contented wit my own life..lovin it..weetz! haha.
and yeah BRO!! i can tell he truly loves his family now..lookin at the way he is..he's been msging me alot too..hahah askin me for so many things like as if im santa claus..a part from that he advises and told me that he loves me and that im he's only hope..haha
we also hang out alot..we keep so many secrets together..among the 3 of us[my sis,bro and me]..whoo! i miss havin him ard..im hopin that he'll change too abg wan..i dun wan him to disappoint me the third time ard. and i cant wait for you to come back either..than we can do all the late-night movies and cruisin down the highway stuff again..hehehe
ANYWAYS,im gona get a new hp and a new line..tis time ard im gona have two lines..one fer the ppl i dun give a fcuk abt and the other fer the one i wana keep in touch wit..cuz its a freakin line!!! hehe..but im still considerin..should i get the MotoRazr..?? or just the sony ericsson W800i? if i were to get that i'll have to wait till 15th Dec..YIKEZ!
it doesnt matter..im just gona wait..hehe..
off to work now..LATERZ BITCHES! Muackz!
"Fate brings you together, but it is still up to you to make it happen"
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